I am avoiding all mirrors now. Not because I've done something terribly wrong that I can't look myself in the face, but because this unplanned expansion of my once beautiful body. (Beautiful means just nice, with a bit of extra fat here and there). Sigh! Such is life.
Everyone says we all needs to change, that we should welcome change with open arms and open heart. That I can't argue because it's so true. Even if I try to argue I know I'll never win.
But, you see this very change that I'm experiencing it's not good, because I don't feel good. Sigh again. It's bad because I can feel the arteries are closing up, clogged by fat. It's happening inside me and I can't do anything to stop it.
Well ok actually I can la. Exercise more and eat less. But that's such a drag la. I want to be like Nanny Fine who can eat and eat and eat and eat and eat without packing the pounds. Got ahh like that?
Sigh again and again.
I'm avoiding mirrors and glass doors now.
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