Finally, now I can take milk. Dutch Lady Strawberry flavoured milk. The nurses seemed annoyed when I told them I had difficulties in taking milk. “Mesti ambik jugak walapun tak suka.”. The problem was, bukan tak suka, tapi bila tengok je dah mual, bila amik kuar balik. Abih camner. Ok, there’s soy milk. But soy milk has a terrible after taste. Mengada-ngada. It’s not about you, it’s about the baby, says you.
Oh well, now I’m taking two packets of 250ml Dutch Lady Strawberry flavoured milk every day. I feel healthier. And I think the baby loves it too. It kicks and kicks while I’m taking the milk, same kicks when I listen to music, read books or reciting the special surahs. Hehe.
Manusia. Is capable of anything, the impossible and the unthinkable. It seems impossible for someone whose parents were mere labourers to achieve millionaire status when he turned 30, but it has happened. It seems impossible for a disabled guy, who got rejected in every interview that he went to, to lead a good and purposeful life, but it has happened. It seems impossible for a budding filmmaker, facing bankruptcy, to produce a trilogy that has garnered serious attention and started a world’s frenzy, but it has happened.
It’s unthinkable for parents to abandon their children because life is too hard for THEM. But it happens. It’s unthinkable for parents to leave their newly born babies to the elements because they had made a mistake. But it happens. It’s unthinkable for a mother to sell her babies because she cannot take care of them. But it happens. It’s unthinkable for a mother to hate her children for asking so much and too much in life. But it happens.
Aku sedar sekarang. Dunia tidak berputar mengelilingi aku. But I was too self-centred to realise that. Now, that I feel this life inside me, my purpose is getting clearer each day. Yes, it’s not about you. Aku insaf.
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