I am actually scared. I have a very low threshold for pain, proven in my taking the ponstan for even the slightest indication of an oncoming migraine. To me, migraine pain is the most horrible pain a person could endure.
Friends are very careful not to talk about their moments in labour when they’re around me. Some says it all disappear when you look into the eyes of the baby that you bring into this world. I guess that’s true la.
Even at this moment I’m amazed for the gift that’s inside me, especially when I can feel it’s kicking from time to time. And I notice, it’s especially active at night and when I listen to music. Secretly I hope it’s more musically inclined like Amir, or a left hander like him, heck I hope the baby’s more like Amir than me hehe.
Hmm..maybe I should think about all the magical times we will be spending together in years to come as a family than focusing on what will it be during labour eh. Don’t want to channel negative vibes to the baby kan? Being negative is always bad, no matter to what length we try to justify it. It doesn’t do any good to you or anyone around you (in my case, the baby inside me).
I want more of that health, I want more of that wealth, I want more of that patience, I want more of that intelligence, I want more of that creativity, I want more of that laughter, I want more of that energy, I want more of life, I know it can give me that, I am in the process of getting them.
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