I Love Reading

I am reading to Ilham not just chidlren's books but also anything and everything I can get my hands on. Magazines, novels and motivational books that are lying around the house, whilst Amir will turn on the many audiobooks he stored in the laptop whenever he can. I don't know if this is the correct way but I do hope this practice will instill a love for reading in the boy. I tend to baby talk with him, that's why I counter that with reading books heheh. Nanti anak aku cakap pelat plak.

By the way, Ilham calls for 'Mek' when he cries. Aku dok ajar dia sebut 'Mama' dan 'Ayah', dia boleh sebut 'Mek'.

Our Perfect Inspiration

Most of you have seen him or pictures of him. Sara and Taza..this is mainly for your viewing hehehe. Ilham pre and post shaving...

Tak Bleh Tunggu

I can't wait to go out again and see the world..and pick fights with the world, and win and lose and make peace with the world and be oblivious of the world and curse the world and sing praises to the world and stare in absolute amazement to the world's many miracles and stupidities.

I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!

Tak Tahan Menanggung

AKU NAK KELUAR DARI SINI...AKU DAH TAK TAHAN...KENAPA MESTI TUNGGU 40 HARI???? HA??? KENAPA???

I Am Clueless

We welcome Muhammad Ilham on 20092008 at 8.25am. Words just can't describe our feelings. Mothers out there, you know what I'm talking about.

But then I can't help but feeling helpless sometimes. Ilham is obviously a cryer, if there's such a term. Amir says to enjoy every moment with him and I am. Just sometimes I wonder what he really wants heheh.

Anyway no worries, this mother thing is so new that there's always room for improvement. One thing for sure, I'm going to give the very best to my baby boy.

To Ilham, years to come when you read this, don't get mama wr0ng.. I l0ve y0u with all my heart and my life. H0w can I n0t l0ve y0u especially when y0u make that 'muka tak bersalah' 0f y0urs..heheh..MUAHHHHHHH

Just A Few More Days

Do pray for us.

Fixing Me...

A wise man keeps telling me that I should not look for how good a bitching one can do when looking for friends. A circle of friends should encourage, motivate and inspire each other to do good. Bitching about other bitches or your spouses, bosses, the neighbours and their cats, those sorry bastards of men, or the government will not do.

Of which almost everybody know it won’t. But we still keep at it. Because is so finger licking good! It makes us feel like we are the gods and the goddesses who are perfect in every way and that those that we bitched are mere mortal who are way below our stations.

It all boils down to instant gratification. Talking bad about someone feels good on the surface but it still does not solve anything. The problem lingers. And when I look in the mirror the problem is staring back at me, puffy eyed and all. (dan aku perasan orang yg mcm baik2 ni yg suka buat kerja ni, yg ala2 pompuan melayu terakhir- aku cakap pasal aku tu muahahaha)

It has existed as long as I remember. And it will take a very long time to fix. But I do want to fix it. I know it’s fixable. I’ll start by thinking good things about others.

Jom sama-sama!

Ha yang ni memang cannot be fixed…